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Friday, September 27, 2002 |
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| It's just my personality to not complain. I can't help it. I think it's a Libra thing. I try to avoid confrontation. Sally says I let ppl take advantage of me. Sometimes I think so too. I'm on this cus this morning I went to Unit Trust in POS to get a cheque and the attendant told me that I couldn't cash my cheque there. (But haven't I always gotten my cheques cashed there b4??) So she told me I had to go to Royal bank to have it cashed. And I ended up in a line for half-hour. With ah set of smelly old ppl too!! Gorm. I wonder if those ppl ever studied Queuing Theory? They had about 4 tellers dealing with over 50 ppl. Only in fuckin Trinidad eh. |
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4:09 pm |
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Thursday, September 26, 2002 |
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| I'm confused. Kinda. I've never felt like this. I feel tired in the morning. I haven't been to any classes for the week so far. I'm getting really lazy and this is the time when I should be working hardest. Final year I keep telling myself. Still have a chance to graduate with Upper Seconds. If I work hard. But it ain't happenning. Miranda tells me I spend more time now behind a computer than I do with her. I've become addicted to the internet. It's like a drug. All I think about is that I wanna get out of school. At least this one. I hate accounting!! Hate counting money. Even finance, I hate it!! Just 3 months of doing it drove me to that. I have so many thoughts of what I wanna do with my life, and what i don't wanna do. FUCK!! |
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3:40 pm |
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Monday, September 23, 2002 |
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| Ok I'm back now. Well I haven't had lunch as yet cus I have to go home to cook at 2 and then come back for class at 5. I spent the weekend reading outlines about the CIW courses. You learn alot of shit in just the foundation courses. So I think i'm gonna do the Master Web Designer train and then complete the Master Website Manager Train. Real plans eh. Remind me that I still have to get my own computer. Along with the beginning software I need, it'll probably round off to around TT$15000-$20000 or so just to start. Also Remind me that I need to get a job too!! |
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12:45 pm |
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| I know I have't written anything here since last wednesday, and it's not like i haven't gotten the chance to. If you don't know, I've made up my mind about 97% now that I'm going into web design. I'm gonna do the CIW exam after I finish UWI. Do not take the design of this website as an indication of the future please. lol. Finish this later. Miranda begging me to go have lunch now, or else!!!! |
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11:09 am |
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Wednesday, September 18, 2002 |
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| I started teaching form 5 children POA in Chaguanas today. What a trip that was! Those children were bored out of their minds. Miranda and I waited 2 hours for the student shuttle last night. Boy did we take shit for that. Reched home around 10.40 last night. |
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6:57 pm |
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Tuesday, September 17, 2002 |
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| I wore a shirt today! I really did. Miranda's bag was stolen. damn. |
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8:20 pm |
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Monday, September 16, 2002 |
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The race began again yesterday. The race to see who can plunder the most. Who can steal the most. Who can rob the people of T&T blindly with the most impunity. October 7th, that's the date.
December 1995. We time now. A chance to show that Indian people could run this country. All they succeeded in doing was stealing half the country's wealth. At least we get ah cowshed eh. More on this later. |
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5:48 pm |
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Saturday, September 14, 2002 |
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Have you ever been hated or discriminated against? I have, I've been protested and demonstrated against. / Picket signs for my wicked rhymes. Look at the times. Sick is the mind of the motha fuckin' kid that's behind / all this commotion. Emotions run deep as ocean's explodin.' Tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin.' / Not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as I'm breathin.' Keep kickin' ass in the mornin,' an' takin' names in the evening. / Leavem with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth. See, they can trigger me but they never figure me out. / Look at me now, I bet ya probably sick of me now. Ain't you mama, I'ma make you look so ridiculous now.
I'm sorry, Mama. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry, but tonight I'm cleanin' out my closet.
I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it. So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it, / I'ma expose it. I'll take you back to 73 before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' CD. / I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months. My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch, / cuz he split. I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye. No, I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die. / I look at Hailie and I couldn't picture leavin' her side. Even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try / to make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake. I maybe made some mistakes but I'm only human. But I'm man enough to face them today. / What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun. / Cuz id'a killed 'em, shit I would have shot Kim an' him both. It's my life, I'd like to welcome y'all to The Eminem Show.
[eminem -- that some deep shit!!] |
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Friday, September 13, 2002 |
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| For those of you who actually knew I was doing this and waited in anticipation, thank you. I am still not finished -- I have some tweaking here and there to do. Thanks Stef for whatever help and advice you gave me. And Sarah, Ria and Nisha for your input too :-). And Miranda for having the patience over the last few months ever since I got introduced to HTML earlier this year and just became obsessed with it.lol. This is most probably where I'll inform you all of whatever changes/additions/improvements I make. As I learn more shit like better javascript and frames etc I will. See yuh laterz, and thanks for coming. |
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4:14 pm |
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Tuesday, September 10, 2002 |
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| Well today, Tuesday, is my busiest day of classes. All 8 hrs, which begin at 8am and end at 8pm. I stayed up north last weekend and surprisingly my sister didn't tell me anything about it. But she's begun to get on my case about doing work though. Like on Sunday night I was watching American football at 11.30pm and she came downstairs and asked if I didn't have any work to do. Same last night -- even before 8. Besides all that, I'm having some trouble now acquiring some of my books. Even though I have started studying with the ones I DO have, which is a good sign of things to come. OH! FIRE BUN PRES!!! NAPS BEAT THEM 6-0 YESTERDAY!!! |
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6:17 pm |
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Friday, September 06, 2002 |
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| Well if I thought that last week was headache for registration, today I almost burst a vein! I found out today that my courses weren't registered into UWI's computer system at all, so I could've gone all semester and not known that. Ever hear more?? Miranda had to speak to the ppl for me -- I was just grinidng my teeth. On another note, I went to the La Luna pool hall on Curepe main road yesterday. It's kinda kewl. And yesterday was Dayson's birthday and he was in UWI today so we had a couple beers. That was good. Sally left me a scorching note last night: "Sherwin, it's now 9 o' clock and I'm still waiting on the dinner you promised to cook tonight. Why can't you ever live up to any of your commitments? You didn't cook wednesday night either!!" So today I made curry chicken and aloo, which was to both our liking. lol. |
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11:44 pm |
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Wednesday, September 04, 2002 |
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| I've been in the Sco-Sci Lab since around 10 this morning. I finally figured out how to do the graphic rollovers today. Saw some cool sites while doing the research. Hopefully I'll be able to finish now by weekend and have it up and running next week, ad-free maybe?? |
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3:59 pm |
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Tuesday, September 03, 2002 |
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It's 1'0clock. I'm wide awake. Wanna venture a guess why?? And no -- I'm not watching porn. I'm trying to learn some javascript so that I can do image mouseovers. They're just bugging me. I still haven't figured them out yet. So I guess this is the kind of interesting shit you're gonna be reading on a daily basis or so huh. Lets hope not. I might not be able to retain any kind of following.LOL.
So anyways, I finally registered today after a whole week. For those of you unaware, UWI's new online registration system crashed and they had to revert to paper. Shitty eh. We will forever be a third-world country, ent?? [If you haven't realised, I have a somewhat negative view of things in Trinidad, mainly because of the politics.] But that's just me. laterz.
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